as i lay myself n bleed....

22 February 2005

suddenly i'm here...
suddenly its clear...
there's something so dear...
but i just cannot hear..

i feel my neck light...
i feel my arms tight..
i've lost my way tonite...
my head is red so bright....

i thought u came to say...
i thought u wanted to lay...
damn u is all i can say...
as u left me there a stray..

all i ask is why..
u came to me n lie..
u know i would deny...
as u left me there to die...

it was u...
never thought this could b true...
as u stab me thin thru this time so blue...
as u made me bleed like a brew..

its time i am of need...
i call for u as so i plead..
u left me there..u let me be...
as i lay myself to be...
as i lay myself to bleed...

(this ones to all recent stab victims who happend to be all woman n my deepest lurve n tear for that foreign student who was found raped, sodomised n dead....may all of them who have brought u sorrow.....die a gruesome death!!!)

10.oo a.m